YOZ.... yippee!! back on hard firm ground liao!! hahah.... back from my short holidae... haha... whu got miss me ar? haha :P i like a solo man on board that freaking virgo... haha.. not really bad trip, not really good lar... hahaha... wanted to try the massage... but mum dun wanna support me... damn sia.. hai... go there is really every few hrs u juz wait to eat... sumtimes it is really good.. up to 6 dishes... all 'free' for me la cos my ticket to the cruise is paid mah.... haha... eat n eat.. go there see 2 movies which i never seen back here... save money again... haha.. but i went alone... hai... then wat kind of cruise is this.. all mama, aunties, ah ma.... juz a few pple my age really.. hai.. and i never see the sun from i start the cruise till it onli appear this morning as the skies were clear!! real nice.. how i was sumbodi was here to share it with me... hai... *wink* *wink* hope the one who i meant is reading... hahaha... caught a TOPLESS show while on the it... damn.. never in my life see so mani boobies in front of me... haha.. but see long le dun really felt anything.. but the dance was not bad.. i muz say the dancers all are tip top in fugures... haha! i felt the pple whu work on the ship not bad sia... no matter from where they came from... hmmm...the casino is the best la.. pple bet 1000, 5000... see also mouth drop... haha.. if i were that rich.. give me 200 i will play whole dae long.... hahahha!! no money... juz keep walking and see lor n learn sum sumthing from it... haha... want to be the next YAN FEI!! hahaha...
someone ask me to blog juz before i head out to the seas tomolo.. come at a pretty nice time ar this trip.. although going with my mum and relatives.. gives me the chance to think abt some things, to reminisce.. or juz to enjoy the sea breeze?? that person ask me to say that i'll miss everyone while on the trip... yeah.. some pals, friends , buddies i will always miss... but there will be one that will be on my mind when i leave tomolo.. think she'll noe.. :) i think i can onli noe whu i'll miss after i come back.. haha.. i mean friends... cos onli when they're gone from ure life... tout temporary...u will noe who should u cherish rite? humans are this way.. they always onli noe wat they wan after sumthing is gone.. yeah.. i learnt that once and learn my lesson.. i juz hope i really see wat i'm gonna cherish.. dun wan to wait till the time for regrets.. i dun wan to regret.. hai... mad ar me.. going on a cruise yet say till dunnoe wat like dat... hai.. aniwae i passed all my modules.. although diden did betta, in fact worse abit.. but exam results juz dun matter that much.. wat's wrong? i dunno?... see ya all back on sundae! :) those see this in time.. remember to tag ok? haha
damn... hai.. Is i make pple dun believe me or pple juz dun believe me... hai.. wat muz i do.. juz wan u to believe me! i dun wan ya to do anything or change anything yet..
hmmmm... todae woke up pretty late.. then i was ask to head down to tampines in a flash...woo.. wat a start to the day.. finish my lunch, bath liao then rush down to tampines to go to adel's hse.. haha.. i was pretty impressed with myself.. haha.. then juz take some photos becos she wans to.. and juz slack all the afternoon away...then she going out, so left her hse to head back to bt batok.. woo.. that was one hell of travelling ard s'pore for one day but i like it... =) haha went back home.. rest awhile then head to timah and play pool with jiewei and vincent... haha.. did pretty well... won once.. and second the other time.. haha.. had hell lots of laugther when the 2 of them is ard... haha... so sad that birdie got contain in camp becos he fired one bullet more... haha... then had supper.. great cockles man.. next time should try at el alamein..haha aniwae pretty tiring dae but was
NICE =) hope it gets betta for the future..
wake up todae.. feel like hiding back to the covers for another round of sleeping...hai.. bo bian hab to work.. at least todae got vincent... betta then nothing... todae's work is ok lar... not really slag.. time go damn damn slow.. hai wat's wrong with time and this job! then head str back to west mall and see TROY again.. ths time with another grp of friends... kinda betta u noe.. :P someone left me to walk all the way home.. so end up with a very bad pair of jellied legs... but still was quite in up mood after the movie.. =)
MANCHESTER UNITED WON THE 2003/2004 FA CUP~~~!!! yeah! ronaldo, van nistelrooy the scorers... damn sia.. ronaldo really farking strong! damn pattern but i like sia... wanna get a man u jersey... ani kind pple out there... remember this little boy bdae... and get him one.. with ronaldo '7' behind? =(
juz came back from chalet not too long ago.... have a tok with yongtat and alex... not de bad.. felt gd drinking with them.. next time drink again man.. haha... aniwae todae wasn't really good... she can't go again... been asking her for daes... not daes.. weeks in fact.. hai... think i dun hab the status to expect anything... but i really
miss her.... really wanna tell her...
neber blog these few daes le... realli ups and down... known smthing from my past that i trying to forget... smthing that i have been totally wrong... but things are 'cast', maybe neber will it change ani more... i juz glad i told her y i did this and that... and glad she understands and appreciate it.. maybe this really marks the end of it... a gd thing? maybe it is... as for another person.. i'm sorrie that u are so hurt by me... i dun mean to... hope u understand.. i really hope for a new beginning btw u n me... haizz.... wat a damn holidaes...
wah...came in here.. to find the whole blog site change sia... not bad.. i like it... hahaha... todae is freaking son-of-b**** hot sia... damn it... keep sweating... damn.. aniwae suddenly went to hab driving lessons... todae was kinda challenging... vertical parking... woo.. kinda like that... dunnoe why.. aniwae the instructor ask me do emergency braking.. damn hurt my leg with the movement of the car... keep knocking into the steering wheel.. end up is the steering wheel is adjusted low sia... heng he put is back for me... haha... hai.. got a questions for all... those whu see my blog, answer me thru the taggie... does gals felt betta with a straight-forward guy no matter wat comes out he say is gd or bad... saying it simple... is honest gd? pls come in with comments.... all is welcome~ :P
hai.... sumtimes really hate to sit in front of my com... make me feel the freaking nite is so long and lonely... hai... but consider todae a gd dae... cos got to play
SOCCER at blk 8, and play betta this time... maybe becos seeing my old teammates todae... and my mind wanting to set things rite... haha.. hit the freaking pole todae... damn that shot was nice man! hahahhaha.... then went lot 1 to eat with the guys... sit down with my C6 members... hahaha had a long tok with zhihui, vincent and deren... hahah... more like toking abt our experience with gals... and asking vincent to buck up man... dun wanna be a 'virgin boy' rite... hahaha... other pple dun think wrongly ar... haha.... then went home... sitting down at the com... thinking... does
she bothers noe abt wat i think aniwae... is questions still needed... i dunnoe..y my life is so blur and dunnoe wan... do i really dunnoe wat i wan... i do noe.. but i dun wan to succumb to desires and ultimately my own
loneliness....
end of exams... but weird not the same feeling i hab for exams ending period... this whole few daes sems like hell to me... been on a high been on a low... so mani things happened...i realise life gives a chance and is always there till a moment it becomes invisible till u can't get hold of it... i lost my chance and again i realise i made a mistake like almost the same one i did 2 yrs ago... i failed to pursue wat i wan... y do i always give up on wat i wan.. y i always didn't say out or fight for it... maybe i lack the courage maybe i think i shouldn't have the chance maybe juz maybe i shouldn't be in that situation at all.... hai~ for that someone...i do treasure
friendship
hai.... came to blog with quite a heavy feeling... blog abt ytd then... think slack all dae at home playing ps2 instead of studying but at least got one thing done... giving the present to eliz.... been a long time since thinking, buying and preparing... finally got ti rite but one bad thing is never give her on her bdae bah... reasons plenty.. but dun wanna say here... hai... she like the present... that's gd... my main motive.. she being happy.. that's my reason to buy her the gift...
at least we did clarify things last nite... smthings i did expect, smthings i dun.. hai... kinda mixed of feelings... dun really noe how to say.. at least i told her tonite the things i wanted to say and got to noe wat she wans to tell me.. maybe it's gd for the both of us... we can breathe easier.... maybe not the right situation i wanna be then.... kinda high and low 2 daes i hab.... hmmm.... aniwae driving lesson kinda sucks todae... and need to pia for OB.. then god it's time for some fun!
todae gonna blog alittle fast todae... because of
'this' person la.. ask me go blog go blog... hahah... todae wasn't really good... woke up with kinda blood shot eyes... hai... not enuff sleep?? then went sch for cip paper... damn ... write and write ... in the end 12 marks answer shorter then 8 marks wan... wth.... aniwae think wun score that well but at least could get smthing reasonalbe bah... haha... then went to west mall with evelyn and cera... evelyn u veri the diaoz sia... i bet those ah beng xiao didi sure likes u alot...:p juz kidding... no offence ar! hahahha... then went for a short walk and tok with cera then went home le... then slack tilll now then start on micro... hai... juz flipping thru micro then find micro quite alot to study sia... hai... but hab to do it la... aniwae adeline i say i say abt u... hahah walk faster the next time k! haha... we shall see tomolo k and ure face too... hahha... betta be careful..... haha.. :P
ytd was damn sucky... one of my suckiest performance at blk8 or should i say limbang for a long long time... even kanna shoot by xianxi to pass properly.. hai.. i lost my feets.... i hab the ball i dunnoe wat i wan to do with it... pass or dribble...hai.. legs quite weak.. keep losing 50-50 balls... hai... damn sian.. then shoot by ah te.. i sibei sian liao... hai damn sucky dae ytd.....
todae..... jiewei call me ask me go town interview job... i go down... he and vincent tell me they go liao and no need go le... too mani pple for the job le... hai... waste my time... then walk ard town...makan at far east... then went down suntec.. jiewei bought a nice shirt... make me wanna buy too... haha.. no money leh.. cham... then go watch the show "kill bill 2"... damn lame... but funny and innovative way they film the movie... the bai mei guy... really damn furnie.. toking cantonese in a english show... hahahha!! not bad.. can catch it if those reading it wans to.....haha... then they hab dinner near funan... then went down to PS to meet adeline... she ask me go where... i say wan eat dinner then go eat together her friend and vin n jiewei.. adel seem so bored sia... then tok cock with jw... trying to put live to the 'air' ard there... adeline la.. say wat shy... i dun believe! haha... not a bad dinner la... haha.. then she and amalie... my new friend todae... went back le lor... then we also went back.. on the bus seem so SHAG.. really shag...
